I know it isn't my fault, but you-- all of you make me feel like it is. You make me feel like I can never do anything right, anymore. You make me feel like nothing's real, anymore. You make me feel like it will never be the same, anymore.

...I can't even say awesome anymore (because what I feel right now, this stupid idotic feeling that's cramping up my chest; is the farthest thing from awesome).